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Friday, February 27th, 2009

Subject:survey to pass time
Time:9:31 am.
Three names I go by:
1. mich or michruby
2. shellski
3. chelle

Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. Deli clerk
2. Salesperson
3. Media library services

Three Places I have lived
1. coram
2. coram
3. coram

Three Favorite drinks
1. water with lemon/lime
2. tea
3. coffee

Three TV Channels / shows that I watch
1. LOST
2. food network
3. bravo

Three places I have been
1. hawaii
2. canada
3. sweden

People that e- mail me regularly
1. andrew
2. matt
3. ricky

Three of my favorite foods
1. oatmeal
2. bananas
3. avocados


Three Things I am looking forward to
1. summer
2. getting an internship
3. ideas im going to come up with

Three things that scare me
1. losing my memory and realizing it
2. wigs
3. dolls

Three things I love
1. cuddling
2. conversating
3. creative ideas

Three things I hate
1. hate
2. is a strong
3. word
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Sunday, February 15th, 2009

Subject:haha
Time:7:26 pm.
http://www.cracked.com/blog/i-fucking-love-valentines-day/
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Friday, February 6th, 2009

Subject:UPdate to pass time
Time:4:27 pm.
hola Lj,

Im at work, waiting for 5pm to roll around so i can drive to britts house and get ready. were going to the city tonight for jess's birthday. im quite excited..and i get to see my amy!! she is being so nice and letting me and brit stay with her. i finally get to see her new apartment. i only have memories of her old FIT dorm ahahha, and those nasty bathrooms.

My life is busy though. very busy..but i like it. i really do. i mean right now im pretty much on the verge of i need a nap and im going to crash, BUT im not pissed about it. its kind of nice that my body feels this way. i sound sick.

my schedule this semester is:
Monday: dog walking, JOUR 2-5, ADV 545-825
Tuesday: dog walking, Comm 401 2-440
Wednesday: Video blogging 10-5
Thursday: history of film 930-1220
Friday: firematic 8-5
Every other saturday: range 9-5
Sunday: 9-5.

So its jam packed, and hw is getting heavy...but i like aLL my classes. infact im happiest when im in school. i dont like being home and ive almost become nasty about it..i feel bad mom and sam get michelle tudes to the MAX. anthony does too. i feel bad but its hard to hold it back. i am working on it.

video blogging is sweet. jess and i are making a video blog where we dress like two gaudy, jewish housewives that tell current events for the temple. hahaha. hopefully this works. we have to make a video every week.

i want to move out, if i can, in the next year. i want to live with kyle swartz. i think he'd be a good roomate, and he wants out too.

pet sitting is crazy busy this month. 3 clients for cat sitting and 2 for dog walking. crazzzzzy.

hmm what else is new..im sick of the cold weather..but i think everyone else is. the winter sucks for commuting. the snow makes people freak out. it took me 2.5 hrs to get home on tuesday.

i think thats it for now. ta ta
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Tuesday, December 30th, 2008

Subject:2008 Wrap up
Time:11:18 am.
I cannot believe that this year is almost over. I don't know about everyone else, but 2008 was a pretty good year. There were a lot of changes, experiences and growing up. If I were to name this year, it would be "coming of age"

WRAP UP:
* Started NYIT
* Joe and I ended our relationship.
* John entered our family.
* Met some new friends, and became closer with older ones.
* Started a relationship with Anthony.
* Experienced working full time while going to school full time.
* Worked at PTI, & Firematic
* Set on about Advertising.
* Now, not really sure about Adv.
* Maintained Dean's list both semesters.
* Partied alot over last winter break, into spring, and over summer.
* Re-dick: what you didnt know about porn.
* Went on a cruise, went to Montreal and Boston.
* Became a Vegan.
* Fell in love with baking again.
* Grew up mentally, and became more myself.
* New pet-sitting clients: Barb, etc.
* RIP: Steve Harris, Charlie, Mittens, Gisueppe, Opi, Anita
* LOST.
* Anthony introduced me to a whole whirlwind of awesome tune-age.
* Went to shows.
* Fainted at Of Montreal. muhaha.
* Went to Tribeca Film Festival
* Learned to let go.
* Wii!
* Got a Mac.
* Turned 21 & celebrated it right.
* Grew to enjoy differnt beers.
* For Halloween I went as Sarah Palin and waist of time.
* Experienced the election and Obama winning.
* New love for Indian and Thai food.
* High lights and low lights.

As for new years resolutions? Drink more wine, become more fit, work on my greeting card idea, Bachelors degree, Job placement and master vegan baking.
I think 2009 is going to be an interesting year and alot of changes are going to happen. Hopefully more good than bad.
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Monday, December 29th, 2008

Subject:hello 4:15pm
Time:4:12 pm.
Whats the first thing you thought of today?
alarm sucks.

Who understands you the most?
no one.

What do you think about the color yellow?
its nice. i like gold

Are you a happy person?
yeah sure

Do you get along with other people easily?
yes

How old are you?
21

Last time you went to the mall?
oi. two weekends ago

Have you put drugs to use this past week?
no


Whose the hottest guy/girl youve seen this past week?
uhh

What did you do last night?
anthonys managers party then drews.



Do you forget things easily?
depends


Which do you like better comments or messages?
messages


Last person to text you?
adrian


What are you doing New Years?
donnies


Last thing you bought?
air for my tire



Any plans for tonight?
dinnerwith amy,anthony,brian andmmikeyb




What made you laugh the hardest yesterday?
tims story

How did you meet you number one?
first grade


Do you like roses?
yeah


Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
anthony<3



Do you miss anyone?
yah


Who grosses you out?
double dippning


Did you ever do coke?
no



How is your hair?
needs to be washed


Last bed you slept in?
mine.
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Wednesday, December 17th, 2008

Subject:surrrrveey
Time:3:08 pm.
Would​ you date someo​ne 8 years​ older​ than you?
no.


What were you doing​ at 4am?
sleeping

What'​s your relat​ionsh​ip with the perso​n you last texte​d?​
boyfriend

What did you do today​?​
work till 5.

What is the last card game you playe​d?​
rummy 500

Will your next kiss be a mista​ke?​
no

Do you want kids?​
yeah i think


Do you have a frien​d of the oppos​ite sex you can talk to?
yes



Did you go out or stay in last night​?​
stay in



When is your next road trip?​
canada 09!


Are your paren​ts in love?​
uh



Last time you saw your paren​ts?​
last nite



Who was the last perso​n to give you a ride somew​here?​
anthony



What were your first​ thoug​hts this morni​ng?​
aw man really



Are you a jealo​us perso​n?​
arent we all to a point?


Do you know anyon​e who has messe​d up your life?​
no.



Where​ was your defau​lt taken​?​
my room



What side of heart​ do you draw first​?​
right



One thing​ you'​re looki​ng forwa​rd to?
friends being home


Who was your last messa​ge from?​
sam


What is your curre​nt mood?​​
bored


What'​​s your broth​er'​​s name?​​
i wish i had a brother


What'​​s your favor​ite color​(​​s)​​?​​
green


What'​​s stopp​ing you from going​ for the perso​n you like?
--



What are you doing​ right​ now?
this, chattin with amy and ant



Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​
yeah


Have you ever kisse​d in the rain?​​
yes

Who are you think​ing of right​ now?
no one



What are you liste​ning to right​ now?
the guys talking


Who was the last perso​n you hugge​d?​
nick

What is your natur​al hair color​?​​
brown.


Who was the last perso​n to make you laugh​?​
nick
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Monday, December 15th, 2008

Subject:Things I've Done
Time:2:19 pm.
Put a * next to things you've done.

1. Started your own blog *
2. Slept under the stars *
3. Played in a band *
4. Visited Hawaii *
5. Watched a meteor shower *
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain *
9. Held a praying mantis *
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris * (the airport)
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea * cruise08
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch *
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning *
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept overnight on a train *
21. Had a pillow fight *
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you're not ill *
24. Built a snow fort *
25. Held a lamb *
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden a gondola in Switzerland
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset *
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise *
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen Amish country *
36. Taught yourself a new language (i attempted)
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke *
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt *
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight *
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling *
52. Kissed in the rain *
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie (home made ones)
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business * (Michelle's Pet-sitting ;)
58. Taken a martial arts class *
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies *
62. Gone whale watching*
63. Got flowers for no reason*
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi concentration camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy*
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square*
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London (ive seen it in norway)
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox*
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous*
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one*
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone*
99. Been stung by a bee
100. One cavity or less
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

Subject:Change
Time:8:09 am.
Another Change in schedule:

NO more NYC classes :( but im taking a video blogging class with my two friends, have fridays off and on thursday im out by 12, and dont go in till 2 on mondays. thats not too bad i guess. i hope my friend brittney gets into my adv. class, cause that'd be real sweet.

its only 8:11 but i feel good about today. I feel like i'll be able to get alot done with homework while im at work. im going to force myself. I have a paper due friday and a big hw/quiz due tomorrow. tomorrow is my last lecture class in media buying. YES YES YES. ah bells are riiiiiiinging.

last night i video chatted with amy and it was awesome. it was like hanging out with her<3

peace.
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Monday, November 17th, 2008

Subject:NEW schedule for Spring09
Time:1:25 pm.
Monday- ADV150 5:45-8:25
Tuesday- COMM401 02:00PM - 04:40PM
Wednesday- FILM 210 2-5, JOUR101 5:45-8:25...NYC campus. WOO
Friday- ADV 301 9:30-330

NYIT is lame and i couldn't combine Monday and Tuesday together into one day, Thats so annoying.

It's a little better than it was. Im just worried about the job situation. Wednesday nights I'll be hanging out and staying with Amy, (if she lets me) ahha. Thursdays no school, but maybe I can work afternoon shifts.

LOST will be on wednesday nights. AMY catch up so we can watch it wednesday nights! im so pysched for it. It starts Jan 21st.

This semester is almost over. I cannot wait. I just dont want to think about it anymore. Im not really interested in advertising that much. oi, but ill be done soon so ill just get my degree. I mean, I wont be getting an ADV degree, ill just be getting a COMM arts degree which is cool.

I cant wait for thanksgiving and for everyone to come home. NEXT WEEK. :) :)
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2008

Subject:jamo survey
Time:10:07 am.
If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
yes

How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
friends from 11th grade

Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?
home

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
at work

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
i do not plan on it.

Who did you last piss off?
probably mom or something

Who gave you advice recently?
uh i guess anthony

What is something you disliked about your day?
it just started but im not feeling great

What are you listening to?
nothing

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
nope

Someone just handed you $100,000 now what?
pay off bills and school

You've won free gas for 5 years, now what?
HELL YES

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
yeah

Meet anyone new this year?
yeah

What was the last thing you drank?
water

Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes

Did you have a dream last night?
yeah

Did you get anything off your chest today?
yeah

What are you thinking about right now?
2 hours till lunch break

Who would you do anything for?
family and a few others

Last place you hugged someone?
my house

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
andrew from work

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
ehh


Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
yes

Do you have a good relationship with your EX?
um, i think/hope so

Who are you missing the most right now?
amy,jamo,nick


Who was the first person you talked to today?
mom

What are you NOT looking forward to?
hw

Do you plan on moving out of your parents house next year?
that would be really nice. who knows.

Are you a forgiving person?
yeah

How late did you stay up last night and why?
2ish watching Jack

Is there any meaning behind your profile song?
no

Can you keep a secret?
yeah

Do you wish on 11:11?
nah

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no

How did you and your number 1 become friends?
1st grade.

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
sam



Do you know a fire fighter?
duh

Whos the most annoying person you know?
uh depends.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
yes

If your ex called you right now,would you answer?
yeah
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Friday, November 7th, 2008

Subject:Survey. im so done with MSDS's for the day.
Time:4:02 pm.
Where was the FIRST TIME you ever met the person you like?
hm, either in HS or at one of ledger's parties.


Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yeah somewhat


Are you over your past?
i suposse so. its apart of me.



What's the weirdest thing you've heated in a microwave?
uh idk

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
meh



What are you listening to at the moment?
extingusher services


Do you plan on moving within the next year?
idk.


Where is your father right now?
rip.


Are you a morning person or a night?
night


Are you a forgiving person?
yes

What's annoying you right now?
that i want to go home.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
dpends




Would you consider adoption?
sure.



Would you rather go to a baseball game or a football game?
ahhhhhhh i dont care


When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in there face?
hahah idk.

Is there someone you want to fight?
nah



Do you believe in true love?
sure


What are you doing tonight?
hanging out with ant


Do you think your recent ex still likes you?
to a point


Do you know what you're wearing tomorrow?
yeah


Do you want to go back in time?
no


What were you doing an hour ago?
MSDS

What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
i dont really remember



Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
yes



Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice, that you can't even stand it?
yes



What were you doing at 10am?
msds

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
somewhat


Did you go to sleep happy last night?
yeah

On average, what do you think you cry the most about?
fustration


Who was the last girl you talked to?
krista


Name something that made you smile today?
the guy made a blowjob joke

Have you ever cried while in the shower?
yes.


When was the last time you talked to your number 1on your top friends?
last night<3


Would you date someone if they weren’t very attractive,but had the perfect body?
probably not

Honestly has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
duh


Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
yeah



Have you ever dated a friend's ex?
yes haha.


Is there a person of the opposite sex that you care a lot about?
dumb question.
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Friday, October 31st, 2008

Subject:haha
Time:3:18 pm.
http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2008/10/25/opinion/20081025_opart.html
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Thursday, October 30th, 2008

Subject:ramble ramble
Time:8:22 am.
So I met with an advisor yesterday to disuss next semester, graduation and internships. I made my "schedule" nothings final yet because registation didnt open yet, but it better all work out because well i dont have a choice. there are no other options for this semester. I need 3 required classes for graduation, and they are only offered during one time slot WITH the allowance for 20 students...even though EVERY commARTS student needs to take them. I am a senior, but wont graduate on time. I need 7 more credits after next semester in which ill take an internship over the summer. NYIT costs you 747 bux PER credit over the summer. I have no choice. Its either that, or 11,000 and change. for an extra semester.

As I was sitting there making my schedule, i just felt sick to my stomach. All of these thoughts run through your head. Am i making the right choice? what if i dont get into these classes? DO i really want to take advertising classes? Is that what i REALLY want to do? Am I meant to do that?! ITs scary because it feels so final. Set in stone, even though its not, its just pressure. Pressure is everywhere, and its just how you deal with it. There is always someone better than you, there is always someone who has it worse than you. I tell myself this alot.

So schedule goes as follows..
Monday JOUR101 2-5pm
Tuesday COMM 401 2-440 , ADVG 150 545-825
Thursday FILM 210 930-1230
Friday ADVG 301 930-330

YEAH, Great times. Rush hour driving and everything to Westbury. Ext 41N. AWESOME.
Hopefully I will get to keepthis job. Ican work Monday nd tuesday mornings and all day Wednesday, and then the shooting range on the weekends i suppose.. oi.

But everyone as it rough i guess this age, this time in life. so who am i to complain? i know for me, its hard to force myself to do things i dont want to do. I know im going to be pissed driving to class, and driving home in rush hour, especially if im not happy with how things turn out. the other thought is after this semester ill be done. no more school until i get a masters..but hopefully ill work for a bit, or something.

I've just been so bitter about my school career this semester. Projects are piling up. HUGE projects. I just dont want to do school work anymore. Im not motivated, to do it, I do the work out of fear that I dont want to fail, even if its not my best work or not. Ive been horribly procastinating too. I dont even have a valid excuse that my test grades are bad. I dont erally do anything. I dont really hangout that much with anyone, i dont work THAT much its just im not interested or, I just dont have patience..its a mix.

I've been so snappy towards mom and sam. Sams just hard to deal with anyway. Im going to boston on Saturday with anthony for a vegetarian food festival, and she wanted to come, and honestly, anthony and i dont want to deal with her. shes very difficult to deal with, and yeah she has good days, or moments,but i just dont want to go with her. I feel bad. That inner feeling inside hurts. My mom said last night "maybe one day you'll get along better, your all eachother has". and its true. And that statement hurts too, and i feel bad, but i want to enjoy my saturday with my boyfriend.

I hate hearing myself bitch and complain. Its so annoying. Who the fuck wants to hear it? No one cares, AND everyone has shit. You just sound so negative. But you have to let it out. You have to empty your bin. Ive come to terms I think, even though I have sudden bursts, that this is just a transition phase. This week is better than last. I was flipping out last week, i exploded. But thats whole different entry, and I've calmed down.


all and all, today is a long one. hope you all enjoy your halloween tomorrow night.
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2008

Time:12:44 pm.
It's nice to know were all on the same page.
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Friday, October 24th, 2008

Subject:Oh thank heaven its friday.
Time:1:11 pm.
LJ world,
Is anyone else out there having "its just one of those weeks", where your days are just crazy/hectic mix with self craziness?

This week has just been whirlwind, and i feel as if im losing myself. I might be crazy though.

Let me know guys.
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Thursday, October 23rd, 2008

Subject:A-Z
Time:4:26 pm.
♥A is for age:
21


♥B is for beer of choice:
oh hm. molson or labatte blue or pumpkin spice


♥C is for career right now:
advertising

♥D is for your dog's name:
kino and jake


♥E is for essential item you use everyday:
toothbrush


♥F is for favorite TV show:
no reservations


♥G is for favorite game to watch:
Hockey


♥H is for home town:
coram


♥I is for instruments you play:
violin and piano


♥J is for favorite juice:
grape


♥K is for kitties names...
soly,honey and liam

♥L is for last place you ate:
chinese place


♥M is for marriage:
maybe someday



♥N is for your middle Name:
cara


♥O is for overnight hospital stay:
hasnt happened yet


♥P is for people you were with today:
people i work with


♥R is for biggest regret:
no regrets


♥S is for sex:
Female


♥T is for time you woke up today:
7


♥U is for underwear you have on now:
white boyshorts


♥V is for vegetable you love:
cucumber


♥W is for worst habit:
procrastintion


♥X is for x-rays you've had:
few


♥Y is for something yummy you ate today:
veg.dumplings


♥Z is for zodiac sign:
aries
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Subject:Why I love getting emails from Mikeyb:
Time:10:32 am.
Dearest Mich Ruby, Lady of the Seven Lands,

I pray this letter and my message bearers meet you safetly. I much enjoyed our last feast, you know how I do love to sample the cuisine of those outside the Seven Lands. Their food was most spicy, and left me with an aching heart for most of the nite, but it was well worth it. Our trip to Lord Andrew was nice as well, the prepared activities petted my ego and the castle jesters provided much entertainment. My Lady, you look ravishing last nite, and your hoodie was of the most excellent make. Today my brother has a test to see how he can handle his chariot and war horses. The mount he practices on is weak, but he has learned. I bid you farewell my Lady, and pray you have a most enjoyable day at the stables and university.

Your sworn sword,
Sir Michael of the Wolf Blades
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Monday, October 20th, 2008

Subject:Its monday, so a survey to start the week
Time:1:32 pm.
What was your first​ thoug​ht when you looke​d in the mirro​r this morni​ng?​​​
my looked hott.

Do you belie​ve there​'​​​s alway​s room in your heart​ for your first​ love?​​​
yup

Have you ever worn the oppos​ite sex'​​​s under​wear?​​​
yeah

Do you want to get marri​ed and have kids one day?
hopefully

Have you ever kisse​d in a pool?​​​
actually..no! wtf? really?!

Do you have long hair or short​ hair?​​​
short now :)

Do you like ice cream​?​​​
if its soy

What'​​​s your favor​ite color​?​​​
green

Are you open about​ your sex life?​​​
sure

Have you ever lied to prote​ct someo​ne'​​​s feeli​ngs?​​​
duh

Are you hidin​g somet​hing from your paren​ts?​​​
nah

Do you get jealo​us of other​ peopl​e easil​y?​​​
no

What'​​​s the best thing​ about​ havin​g a boyfr​iend/​​​girlf​riend​?​​
theres a bunch of good points

How did you meet the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​​
through friends

Is there​ anybo​dy that knows​ your deepe​st,​​​ darke​st secre​t?​​​
i dont know if i have one..

Who taugh​t you to tie your shoes​?​​​
parents

Do you usual​ly sing while​ showe​ring?​​​
depends

Do you stick​ up for what you belie​ve in?
yes

Is there​ anybo​dy you'​​​re reall​y disap​point​ed in right​ now?
im little disappointed in myself

If you could​ go back in time,​​​ would​ you?
sometimes

What'​​​s annoy​ing you right​ now?
alot of hw and projects and no motivation to do it

Are you a reall​y under​stand​ing perso​n?​​​
yes

Do you belie​ve in love at first​ sight​?​​​
no

Can you dance​?​​​
duh cmon now

Where​'​​​s your grand​ma(​​​s)​​​?​​​
dead

Party​ or Study​?​​​
party!

Are you popul​ar?​​​
nah

Who do you text the most?​​​
hmm i guess anthony? depends really

When you make a promi​se,​​​ do you norma​lly stick​ with that promi​se?​​​
yes

Miss anyon​e?​​​
yes

Are there​ nerds​ at your schoo​l?​​​
haha yeah i suppose

What'​​​s the best feeli​ng in the world​?​​​
presenting a project you are really proud of, and getting a great response

Do you hate the last perso​n you were texti​ng?​​​
noo

Do you talk about​ your feeli​ngs or hide them?​​​
please this is michruby. nothing stays in

Do you belie​ve every​one deser​ves a secon​d chanc​e?​​​
for the most part

Would​ you date/​​​hook up with your broth​ers best frien​d?​​​
i wish i had a brother

Who was the last perso​n you talke​d to in perso​n?​​​
mark

Are you happy​?​​​
for the most part. i have aheadache and want cofffeeee

Is your phone​ right​ besid​e you?
its on my desk

Do you tell your best frien​d every​thing​?​​​
yea pretty much

Who was the last perso​n to wear your cloth​es besid​es yours​elf?​​​
no one

Who'​​​s bed were you in last besid​es your own?
anthonys<3

What was your last thoug​ht befor​e you went to sleep​ last night​?​​​
so comfyyyy

What descr​ibes your relat​ionsh​ip situa​tion?​​​
pretty damn cool

Speak​ to any of your ex'​​​s?​​​
yes.


Last perso​n to tell you they loved​ you?
ant

Do you think​ they meant​ it?
i hope so

Last perso​n you spoke​ to on the phone​?​​​
some guy from dix hills fire dpartment

Ever been skinn​y dippi​ng?​​​
not yet

Do you wish on 11:​​​11?​​​
no​

Still​ have pictu​res of your ex?
yes
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Friday, October 17th, 2008

Subject:its been awhile
Time:9:17 am.
This time last October, what was your love life like?
a bit different than now


Last person to make you smile?
liss

Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
not in one, so no one



Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
nope.


Do you think you are an argumentative person?
depends. i do enjoy a good discussion.



Skittles or Starburst?
neither

Do you wash your hair in the shower?
mhm

According to your ex are you hot/cute?
idk? probably ahhaa


If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do?
she wouldn't.

How was last night?
good, after i got home.


Have you ever been kissed in a car?
duh


If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
somethings not right



Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
no


How are you feeling right now?
pretty good.


Last time you laughed?
a little while ago with john.

Have you ever stripped for money?
nah


Piercings?
mhm


Excited about anything?
hmm,boston nov 1st!


Who were the first 2 people you heard today?
john and debbie


What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
last weekend<3

Have you ever liked anyone that treated you like crap?
yeah

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
nah

What are you listening to?
the wind


What is in your pocket?
probably lint


Ever been told you were loved by someone who didn't mean it?
no



Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
sure


How'd your day go?
its still am


Were you happy when you woke up today?
um, i didnt want to get up
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Thursday, October 16th, 2008

Subject:Halloween
Time:1:57 pm.
So for Halloween I have been:
A vet
princess
queen
witch
cellphone (yes my dad thought it'd be cute to walk around the front of his cellphone store in cellphone costumes)
"freak/bum"
cat
ghost
sailor
UNO card
karate kid
clown
tomato


and this year i will be Velma, with my own twist version.
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